Lyrics
They say time heals, but I don’t think that’s true
It’s been three years and it still feels new
Blood, sweat, and tears for the penthouse view
Faced my fears and I thought it looked different
I’m moving forward
Just to fall backwards again
And some days it’s torture
I don’t understand why
I keep on putting band-aids on a bullet wound
I keep on cutting branches, avoiding the root
Smiling through my sorrows, thinking it’s the cure
And then I end up right back where I was before
I’m done with resisting
I don’t need a fixing
I don’t need a warm hug, fuzzy little feeling
I think I need a healing, healing, healing
Forgive, forget, what, and God be nice
I’ve tried and tried about a hundred times
They don’t make a map for a whole new life
I went the distance and I thought it looked different
What if the grieving
Just means I’ll be happy again
I want to believe it
Want to understand why
I keep on putting band-aids on a bullet wound
I keep on cutting branches, avoiding the root
Smiling through my sorrows, thinking it’s the cure
And then I end up right back where I was before
I’m done with resisting
I don’t need a fixing
I don’t need a warm hug, fuzzy little feeling
I think I need a healing, healing, healing
The numbing kills my joy
And it steals my voice
It don’t feel that void
Like I thought it would
'Cause my heart still aches
And my mind’s in chains
Now it’s time to face
What I know I should
I keep on putting band-aids on a bullet wound
I keep on cutting branches, avoiding the root
Smiling through my sorrows, thinking it’s the cure
And then I end up right back where I was before
I’m done with resisting
I don’t need a fixing
I don’t need a warm hug, fuzzy little feeling
I think I need a healing, healing, healing
Healing, healing, healing
I know I need a healing
Healing, healing, healing