throw the covers over my head
finding comfort in my own bed
staring at a screen light, looking at the highlights, everybody’s good life
reminding me of what I don’t have
second guessing who I really am
maybe I should give up, will I ever measure up, I don’t think i’m good enough .
Pressure building, body shaking, I can’t take it I can’t take it
feel the tension, pushing pulling I can’t fight it I can’t fight it .
I don’t wanna live my life like this
I gotta a lot of good in me to give
but I’m Anxious
So many things I know I miss
Cause I’m anxious
I wish I could shake this,
don’t wanna be anxious .
Devil’s running around my mind
why do I let myself believe the lies
Its like I’m his playground, push me in the background, and I shut the world out .
this is my confession
I’m coming out of hiding