Lecrae - I Am Restored Lyrics

I Am Restored Lyrics


It's like
It's like the Devil tryna scare you
And then the angels come in and the angels
They let you know who's in charge

I tried living apart from God
At times I was feeling so far from God
My faith in these people done left me scarred
The hatred and hurt was so bizarre
I thought that he would always ride for me
I cried, but nobody replied to me
I questioned the truth inside of me
And right about then, was when the Devil had lied to me
Like: "Hold up, God got you, He don't ever show up
All His people acting like they know you
Tell you that you do it for the money, fame, power, tryna blow up
Why you playing games? Time to grow up
You've been reading Bibles and leading studies and helping your little buddies
But tell me: what it's really doing for you?
They gon' still tell you're faking and phony inside
Assuming your every motive, so what's the point of tryna keep it loyal?
Stuff you had faith in, you're starting to race back
Can't even take dates, you hoping to save faith
Trying to go mainstream in order to reach folk
Ain't nobody rocking with you, especially these folks"
I lost it, why I'm drinking liquor in my closet?
I used to pray in here, but now I'm saucy
I'm losing money, I'm a lost prophet
I'm making bad decisions, every time I get exhausted
Lord, I don't even know the real me now
Demons got me tripping, tryna kill me now
Satan tryna figure who can help get the liquor
Send an angel in the Uber, come and heal me now
Evil, you ain't got no control of me
I'm never too far from the blood to flow from me
I lost a lot, but got too much to gain, I'll prolly never be the same
But I ain't worried, 'cause I know He restoring me


I Am Restored

I Am Restored Song Meaning, Biblical Reference and Inspiration

Lecrae's song "I Am Restored" presents a raw and honest account of personal struggle and spiritual warfare. Released with a video on November 13, 2020, the track delves into themes of doubt, external criticism, and the battle against negative thoughts personified as the Devil's lies. The lyrics articulate a journey from feeling distant from God and scarred by human relationships to succumbing to despair and harmful coping mechanisms. The narrative describes the influence of lies suggesting abandonment by God and questioning the authenticity of faith and motives. This leads to a period of feeling lost, exhausted, and overwhelmed by internal and external pressures.

However, the song reaches a turning point, acknowledging the dark influence ("Demons got me tripping, tryna kill me now") and a plea for divine intervention ("Send an angel... come and heal me now"). The tone shifts from despair to defiance against the perceived control of evil. The lyrics declare that despite losing much and being changed by the experience, the individual is "never too far from the blood to flow from me," referencing the redemptive power of Christ. The core message culminates in the declaration of restoration, acknowledging that while the past struggles have left their mark, there is confidence in God's ongoing work of healing and renewal.

The themes explored in "I Am Restored" resonate with several scriptural concepts. The portrayal of the Devil actively trying to instill doubt and fear aligns with biblical warnings about the enemy's tactics (1 Peter 5:8, James 4:7). The feeling of being overwhelmed by trials and external judgment reflects experiences described in the Psalms. The idea of being "restored" echoes verses about God's power to renew and heal the soul after periods of brokenness or backsliding, such as Psalm 23:3, "He restores my soul." The reference to the "blood" points directly to the atonement of Christ, which is central to Christian faith and provides the means for forgiveness and spiritual restoration (Ephesians 1:7, Colossians 1:20). The song ultimately highlights the transformative power of faith in overcoming adversity and experiencing God's restorative grace, even when feeling at one's lowest point.

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