TobyMac - Lose My Soul - Afterparty Lyrics
Lyrics
Father God, I am clay in your hands
Help me to stay that way through all life's demands
'Cause they chip and they nag and they pull at me
And every little thing I make up my mind to be
Like I'm gonna be a daddy whose in the mix
And I'm gonna be a husband who stays legit
And I pray that I'm an artist who rises above the road that is wide and filled with self love
Everything that I see draws me
Though its only in You that I can truly see that its a feast for the eyes - a low blow to purpose
And I'm a little kid at a three ring circus
I don't want to gain the whole world and lose my soul
Don't wanna walk away let me hear the people say
I don't want to gain the whole world and lose my soul
Don't wanna walk away let me hear the people say
The paparazzi flashes and that they think that it's you
But they don't know that who you are is not what you do
True, we get it twisted when we peak at the charts
Yo before we part from the start where's your heart?
You're a pimp, hustler?
Tell me what's your title
America has no more stars now we call them idols
You sit idle
While we teach prosperity
The first thing to prosper should be inside of me
We're free ?
Not because of 22's the a range
But Christ came in range we said yes now we changed
Not the same even though I made a fall
Since I got that call no more Saul now I'm Paul
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
It's hypnotizing me from living in light of eternity
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TobyMac - Lose My Soul
Meaning & Inspiration
TobyMac's "Lose My Soul - Afterparty," released on April 24, 2010, is more than just a track; it's a potent exploration of the internal wrestling that often accompanies faith in a fallen world. While presented with an energetic, almost frenetic delivery that might initially suggest a simple party anthem, the song delves into a profound spiritual narrative. The core message revolves around the persistent temptation and the internal battle to remain steadfast in one's commitment to God, even when faced with the allure of worldly distractions and the spiritual adversary. It captures that feeling of being constantly bombarded by influences that seek to pull us away from our spiritual center, echoing the biblical admonition to be sober-minded and vigilant. The struggle to "lose my soul" isn't a desire for spiritual annihilation, but rather an honest acknowledgement of the daily fight against sin and the forces that seek to corrupt the heart and mind. This resonates deeply with the scriptural call to resist the devil, as James 4:7 states, "Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." The song effectively portrays the human condition of falling short, of succumbing to temptations, and the subsequent internal plea for redemption and strength. It’s a raw confession of vulnerability, much like the psalmist David's cries for help amidst his own failings, such as in Psalm 51 where he pleads, "Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me." The "afterparty" element, while sounding secular, can be interpreted as the aftermath of spiritual battles, the moments where one grapples with the consequences of choices and seeks renewed purpose and forgiveness. It highlights that the pursuit of righteousness is not a one-time event but an ongoing process, a continuous turning back to God. This concept aligns with Jesus' teachings on discipleship, which require constant self-denial and picking up one's cross daily (Luke 9:23). Ultimately, "Lose My Soul - Afterparty" serves as a powerful reminder that in our walk of faith, we are engaged in a constant spiritual warfare, and it inspires perseverance by acknowledging the reality of the struggle and the ultimate hope found in God's grace and power to overcome.