Lyrics
Seems like my beauty is fading away from within
Living my life not please God, but for them
What they think of me matter more than anything, nowadays, they think I'm beautiful, humble it's causing me to stumble and
Im losing my identity
Really dont enjoy me
Wonder if how I feel shows up in my ministry oh God
I think I've messed up big time
And I know I should rejoice when I run into many trials and I ups
Build endurance, character with strength and time
But it seems like knowing that isn't helping me right now
And the only thing that's coming to mind is, I gotta praise my way out of this one
Hallelujah (I gotta praise my way out of this one) 8
My insecurities are causing me to look at things more differently
Affecting my whole life, moves and integrity
Daddy I'm sorry, daddy I'm sorry
I know you would expect so much more from me
My judgements of ooking at married men, thinking I have a chance
Cause it looks like the Godly ones are all taken
Is there none for me?
Or no one for me?
Oh, im Lonely
This test is hard for me
And I know that you won't put more on me that I can bare
And I shouldn't be weary in doing what I know is fair (fair, fair fair)
But all my heart is longing for love, from somewhere, anywhere, anywhere
Lord I know you love me, feel you love me but
Sometimes it feels like it isn't enough
To feel the void of having no friends, no companion of my own
Especially right now, when I'm feeling all alone
And I know I should rejoice when I run into many trials and I ups
Build endurance, character with strength and time
But it seems like knowing that isn't helping me right now
And the only thing that's coming to mind is, I gotta praise my way out of this one
Hallelujah (I gotta praise my way out of this one) 8
No matter, wherever I am
When I'm feel alone
I'll be saying this, won't stop praying this
Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah x3
Hallelujah x8
Hallelujah, oh hallelujah, yeah oooh