Lyrics
Cancelling plans
When I need people most
Grieving my old life
But I’m not that old
They say “you look well”
But there's a war in my mind
And I don’t get outside much
Cause the sunlight hurts my eyes
Day by day feeling more fragile
And I’m not thinking straight
I’m tired of being exhausted
And living in this state
It’s hard making sense of this suffering
When I feel like no one knows
What I go through
But no one knows suffering
Better than You
Can’t wait for the day
That I feel like myself
And all this surviving's
a chapter of life tucked away on a shelf
But I find comfort in knowing
That you were human too
Cause you empathize
When I feel ostracized
in a crowded room
I’ve never felt so lonely
And I’ve never felt so low
but just like You felt in the garden
in Your anguish crying alone
You had to make sense of this suffering
Now I have a loving Saviour to run to
And no one knows suffering
better than You
(Mmm)
On this side of heaven
I may never know
Why some of Your children
Get to the end of their rope
But You paved a way for the hopeless
so I can run to the One
who felt all that I do
Cause no one knows suffering
better than You
Can’t wait for the day
That I feel like myself
And all this surviving's
a chapter of life tucked away on a shelf