Kirk Franklin - Joy Lyrics

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Kirk Franklin Donald Malloy - Joy

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My knuckles are a map of where I’ve been, scarred and stiff from years of gripping the plow and, later, the mahogany pews. I’ve sat through enough sermons to know the difference between the kind of joy that sticks to your ribs like porridge and the kind that evaporates the moment the check engine light flickers on.

Kirk Franklin brought something into the air with this track that feels like a porch light left on in the middle of a storm.

There’s a line he sings, plain as a fence post: "When I get weak and I can’t go on / I feel all my hope all my joy is gone."

It stops me cold. We spent so many years in the church pretending that admitting you’re empty is the same as admitting you’re faithless. But listen to him. He isn’t talking about a shallow happiness that comes from a high note or a good rhythm. He’s talking about that graveyard shift of the spirit, where you’re staring at the ceiling in the dark, wondering if the promises you banked your life on are actually made of stone or just sand.

That’s where the "soul-saving" part comes in. It’s the kind of joy that only starts to work when everything else has been stripped away. It’s like what the Apostle Paul wrote to the Corinthians—being sorrowful, yet always rejoicing. It’s a paradox that makes no sense to a young man who thinks he’s got the world by the tail. But when you’ve buried friends and watched your own strength dim, you realize joy isn't an emotion you whip up; it’s a stubborn survival instinct the Lord places in the marrow of your bones.

He talks about the “lily of the valley joy” in the midnight hour. I’ve spent a few midnight hours wondering if the dawn was ever coming. When the strength is gone—and I mean really gone, where you can’t even summon the words for a proper prayer—you find out that you don't actually hold the joy. The joy holds you. It’s an anchor.

I’m nearing the end of my own run, and when Franklin sings, "one of these old mornings it won’t be very long / you just might look for me but I’m going home," it doesn’t sound like a cliché to me anymore. It sounds like a fact. I’ve lived long enough to see that the world is a heavy place, and if the only thing you have is what you can touch with your hands, you’re going to be a very miserable person by the time you reach seventy.

I don’t know if this music is meant to be studied, but I know it’s meant to be lived. Sometimes, in the quiet, I wonder if I’ve really got that "God’s great joy" or if I’m just repeating the words out of habit. But then I get a little low, and I find myself humming that same line. It’s the only thing that doesn’t feel like dust. It’s the only thing that still tastes like water in the desert. Maybe that’s all we ever get—just enough to get through to the next sunrise. And maybe, for now, that’s enough.