Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Lord I'm not okay
I've been caring more than I say
I told my heart to make it through
Now I don't know what it became
I kept telling myself
This would pass someday
Now I still come to you
But I don't feel the same
[Verse 2]
It hurts that I can pray
But still feel far from you
I know you haven't left
But I don't feel close to you
[Chorus]
Lord I'm not okay
But I'm still here
I'm barely holding on
But I'm still reaching for you
My faith is small tonight
But it still belongs to you
Lord I'm not okay
But don't let go of me
[Verse 3]
I've been keeping all these questions
Till they settled in my chest
I keep doing what I have to
But my soul is needing rest
I've been calling it patience
When it's closer to fear
Still waiting for an answer
While you feel far from here
[Chorus]
And that's what scares me Lord
Not the pain but what it does
How I learned to keep on moving
But forgot how to trust
So if my heart is getting tired
Touching before it closes
If my hope is almost gone
Find the place where I lost it
Lord I'm not okay
But I'm still here
I'm barely holding on
But I'm still reaching for you
My faith is small tonight
But it still belongs to you
Lord I'm not okay
But don't let go of me
[Bridge]
I don't wanna wake up one day
And not know who I became
I don't wanna call it healing
When I've only buried pain
I don't wanna lose the softness
Just from carrying too much weight
Stay close in this moment
Till my heart can feel your grace
[Chorus]
Lord I'm not okay
But I'm still here
Not with perfect faith
Just enough to keep you near
My faith is small tonight
But it still belongs to you
Lord I'm not okay
But don't let go of me