Hillsong Worship - He Is Lord Lyrics

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He Is Lord - Hillsong Worship

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They call it a worship song, but when Hillsong sings about "His hands once bound," I don’t think about clean robes or stained glass. I think about the cuffs. I think about the cold metal and the way your wrists ache when you’ve been fighting against everything—against yourself, against the people who actually tried to help you, against the quiet voice you kept trying to drown out with cheap whiskey and bad decisions.

I’m still scrubbing the soot off my skin from where I burned my life down, and those lyrics hit like a wrecking ball. His hands once bound now save.

It’s scandalous, really. The one who had the power to snap the chains didn't just walk free; He let them bind Him so that when I finally hit rock bottom—when I was too far gone to reach out for help—He was the one doing the reaching. It’s not fair. I deserved the binding. I deserved the isolation. But that’s the thing about grace, isn't it? It’s not a tidy transaction. It’s a riot in the middle of a graveyard. It’s like what Paul said in Galatians about being set free for freedom’s sake, but sometimes freedom feels like a heavy coat you don’t know how to wear yet.

Then there’s that line: "I’m alive 'cause Jesus lives."

Sometimes I wake up and I still feel like the person who stayed in the pig pen, the one who thought the mud was the only thing he was good for. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for the Father to say, "Okay, that’s enough of this," and kick me out again. But then this song plays, and it’s not some academic debate about theology. It’s a heartbeat. If He’s alive, it means the debt didn’t just get postponed; it got erased.

It’s hard to reconcile. How can a guy who spent years running—who still feels the phantom itch of the lifestyle I left behind—be "alive"? It feels like a glitch in the system. But that’s the Gospel, I guess. It’s the broken parts of us being repurposed.

I don't know if I’ll ever fully get over the shock of it. Every time I hear that bridge about the King coming back, I don’t feel like I’m standing in a church. I feel like I’m standing in the doorway of a house I haven’t earned the right to enter, just shivering in the dark, watching the light spill out. I’m still dirty. I still have questions that don't have answers. But the hands that were bound are the only reason I’m standing here, breathing in air I didn’t pay for.

Maybe the fact that I’m still restless is okay. Maybe the unfinished feeling is just evidence that the rescue isn't a one-time event, but a daily dragging out of the wreckage. He’s coming back, they say. I just hope when He does, He finds me still holding onto the only thing that actually saved me.