Lyrics
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut
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Meaning & Inspiration
Cut gives voice to severe emotional pain, isolation, and self-harm without treating those experiences lightly. The verses describe anger, fear, numbness, hidden scars, and the desperate search for relief. At the same time, the repeated insistence that the speaker does not want to die reveals a struggle toward life rather than surrender to despair. The closing change from present to past tense introduces a small but meaningful distance from the act, though the song leaves the recovery process unresolved.
Within a Christian setting, its honesty can be read beside biblical passages about Gods nearness to crushed spirits and the refusal to abandon those under pressure. The line about not being alone becomes especially significant because secrecy and disconnection dominate the surrounding lyrics. Rather than offering a simple explanation for suffering, the song names what hidden anguish can feel like. Its value lies in truthful lament and in the possibility that pain can be brought into relationship, seen clearly, and met with compassionate presence instead of shame.
Related Scripture
- Psalm 34:18 The psalm says the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those crushed in spirit.
- 2 Corinthians 4:8-9 Paul describes being pressed and struck down without being abandoned or destroyed.