Hillsong UNITED - Shout Of The King Lyrics

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Shout Of The King - Hillsong Worship

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I still keep a spare set of clothes in the trunk, just in case the memories of the pig pen catch up to me. Sometimes, the smell of that filth hits me when I’m trying to pay for coffee or sit in a Sunday morning service, and I’m right back there. Cold. Hungry. Wondering if the old man even remembers my name.

Hillsong Worship sings about "the shout of the King" being among us, and part of me wants to mock it. When I was out there, living like I had nothing to lose, I didn’t hear any shouting. I heard the silence of my own bad choices and the thud of doors slamming shut in my face. But listening to this now—this specific, relentless, almost stubborn insistence on praising Him "in the dark of night" and "when the battle rages"—it hits different.

See, I spent years thinking praise was for the clean folks, the ones who kept their lawns mowed and their kids in line. I thought you had to scrub yourself off before you could open your mouth in His presence. But the lyrics say, “I give You praise for You are able.”

That’s the line that sticks in my throat. Not because I’m some saint, but because I’m proof He’s able to pull someone out of the gutter who didn't even deserve a second look. It’s like the verse in Romans where Paul talks about how God’s grace is most visible when we’re at our worst—"where sin increased, grace abounded all the more." I don’t know if I’m "overcoming" anything yet. Most days I’m just trying not to slip back into the old rhythm of running away.

When they sing about "Heaven opening" while we’re making noise, I don’t picture golden gates or harps. I picture the moment my father saw me coming down the road, covered in whatever mess I’d been rolling in, and he didn't wait for me to wash up. He just ran. He didn't care about the neighbors watching. He didn't care about the dignity he was losing. That’s the "shout" that matters. It’s the sound of the Father breaking decorum just to reach a kid who’d finally hit bottom.

I don’t know how to do "church" well. My hands still shake a little when things get quiet. But there’s something about the claim that He lives in these praises. If He’s actually here—in this room, with me, with the soot still under my fingernails—then maybe the battle raging in my head doesn't get the final word.

I’m still not sure I belong here. But if the King is really shouting over the noise of my own shame, then I guess I’ll keep listening. Maybe one day I’ll actually believe the welcome mat is for me, too. Until then, I’ll just keep standing here, trying to let the noise of grace drown out the ghosts.