Bri Babineaux - Oceans (Where My Feet May Fail) Lyrics

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Bri Babineaux - Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)

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I’ve spent a lot of evenings sitting on my porch, watching the sun dip low enough to blur the edges of the fields. My hands look like maps these days—all lines and blue veins, stained by decades of garden soil and the turning of pages in a hymnal that’s lost its spine. When Bri Babineaux sings these words, her voice carries a weight that catches me off guard. It isn't just youth singing about the shore; there’s a grit there that feels like it’s been through a few storms.

She sings, "You've never failed and You won't start now."

That’s a heavy thing to claim. When you’re young, those words feel like a battle cry, a shield you hold up against the future. But when you’ve buried friends, watched bank accounts hit zero, and stared at a cancer diagnosis that didn't go away the way the Sunday school teacher promised, those words feel different. They stop being a shout and start being a desperate prayer. It’s the kind of line you have to chew on, like a piece of gristle, until it’s soft enough to swallow.

Does God fail? If I look at the wreckage of my own foolishness—the pride, the missed chances, the stubbornness—I’ve certainly failed Him. And yet, there’s this stubborn, annoying grace that keeps showing up, just like the tide. It reminds me of Peter, sinking in the middle of the lake, his eyes darting between his own trembling legs and the storm. He didn't have a theology degree; he had a drowning man’s panic. The miracle wasn't that he walked; the miracle was that the Hand grabbed him before he hit the bottom.

"Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders."

That one makes me wince a little. At eighty, my borders are pretty well-defined. I like my routine, my quiet, my certainty. To ask for trust without borders is to ask for the floor to be pulled out from under the chair. I’m not sure I want that anymore. And yet, looking back at the fire—the years where everything I built burned down—I see that the lack of borders was the only place I ever actually met Him. When you have nowhere to stand, you find out if the water really holds you.

I listen to Bri sing this, and I find myself wondering if my faith has actually grown stronger, or if it’s just grown quieter. Maybe it’s both. Maybe the "great unknown" isn't a place you go to once, but the place where you live until the end. I’m not as quick to jump out of the boat as I used to be, but I find I’m much more grateful for the Hand that keeps me from slipping under. It’s a terrifying, beautiful thing to be His. I don’t know if I’m ready for the next wave, but I suppose that’s the point.