Ashmont Hill - Now I See Lyrics
Lyrics
In the midst of hard times will I worship
even when the rain stops will I sing your praise
will I question you when my world is falling down
knowing that you're upholding me.
and now I see, what you are to me
when my heart grows weak, you are good
constantly, you reveal to me
what true love can be, you are good
oh oh oh oh x4ce
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Now I See
Meaning & Inspiration
Ashmont Hill’s "Now I See," released on June 8, 2010, from their album *Your Masterpiece*, is a profound declaration of faith forged in the crucible of adversity. This track immediately draws the spirit into a deeply relatable journey, chronicling the human tendency to question God's presence and goodness when life's foundations seem to crumble, only to arrive at a powerful, affirming realization of His unwavering nature. It speaks to the raw honesty of doubt that often precedes a deeper, more resilient conviction.
The song begins by laying bare the foundational questions that challenge our faith: "In the midst of hard times will I worship, even when the rain stops will I sing your praise?" This opening sets a reflective tone, acknowledging the struggle to maintain devotion when circumstances are difficult. It echoes the sentiment found in biblical figures like Job, who, despite immense suffering, refused to curse God but instead declared, "The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord" (Job 1:21). The vulnerability expressed is authentic, resonating with anyone who has faced trials that threaten to extinguish their spiritual fervor. The questioning continues, touching on the fear of a world "falling down" and the natural human inclination to doubt, yet subtly undercut by the recognition, "knowing that you're upholding me." This single line is crucial, acting as a bridge from uncertainty to the certainty that underpins the entire message, a trust that aligns with Isaiah 41:10: "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand."
The turning point arrives with the powerful affirmation, "and now I see, what you are to me." This isn't just a casual observation; it signifies a profound spiritual revelation, a moment of divine clarity where God's true character is unveiled. It's akin to the prayer of Ephesians 1:18, asking that "the eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints." The realization is concrete and immediate, leading to the central declaration: "when my heart grows weak, you are good." This profound truth of God's unchanging goodness, regardless of our fluctuating emotions or strength, is a cornerstone of Christian faith. Psalm 100:5 joyfully proclaims, "For the Lord is good; His mercy is everlasting, and His truth endures to all generations." This goodness is not conditional on our circumstances or even our performance; it is inherent to His very being.
The song continues to deepen this understanding, stating, "constantly, you reveal to me what true love can be." This highlights an ongoing, active process of divine disclosure. God doesn't just show us His love once; He continuously manifests it in myriad ways, inviting us into a deeper experience of His character. This echoes the truth of 1 John 4:8, which declares, "God is love," and Romans 5:8, which powerfully illustrates this love: "But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us." The revelation of "true love" here is a love that perseveres, protects, and provides, far surpassing any earthly understanding. It's a love that sustains us when our "heart grows weak," proving that His nature as good is an unchanging anchor in a tumultuous world. "Now I See" ultimately serves as an anthem for those who have walked through shadows and emerged with a deeper, more profound understanding of God's steadfastness. It inspires a worship that isn't dependent on favorable conditions but springs from the conviction of His unchanging goodness and limitless love, cementing a foundational truth that encourages believers to anchor their hope firmly in Him, regardless of life’s unfolding narrative.