Kutless - This Is Christmas Lyrics

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This Is Christmas - Kutless

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My hands are map-lined now, the skin thin as parchment, and the joints have a habit of aching when the damp cold of December settles into the floorboards. I spend a lot of time sitting in the quiet after the house has settled, watching the colored bulbs flicker on the tree. It’s easy to get distracted by the tinsel and the frantic pace of the world. Kutless asks a question in this song that bites a little harder than it might have forty years ago: "What is Christmas without Christ?"

When you’re young, you mistake the celebration for the object. You think the warmth of the fire, the singing, and the gathering is the point. But the night comes when those things aren’t enough. There’s a line here, "Do you find it hard to sleep til' night, resting by the Christmas lights?" It strikes a chord. There’s a specific kind of loneliness that creeps in when you’re old, a restlessness that the pretty lights can’t soothe. You realize that if the story is just a story—just a quaint little fable about a baby in the hay—then we’re all just sitting in the dark waiting for morning to bring us more chores.

But if it’s true, if the Incarnation is the anchor of history, then everything shifts.

I think of Luke 2:10, where the angel tells the shepherds, "Do not be afraid, for see—I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people." I’ve had years where the "good news" felt distant, buried under grief or the simple, grinding fatigue of living. Yet, the song forces the focus back to the swaddling clothes. Not the gifts, not the traditions, but the reality of a God who decided to occupy human skin.

There’s a tension in this for me. I wonder sometimes if we’ve domesticated this too much. We wrap the Savior up in neat, predictable melodies, and we forget the jagged, bloody, messy reality of what it means for the Creator of the stars to have lungs that needed air and a heart that could be broken. Does it still hold up when the strength is gone?

When I can’t muster the energy to sing the carols, I find myself hanging onto the sheer, stubborn fact of the manger. If he hadn't come—if the angels hadn't sung—then we’d be left with nothing but shadows. The song isn't some complex theological treatise; it’s a simple reminder that without the center, the whole thing collapses into dust. I don't need the glitter anymore. I just need the Truth. And looking at these old hymnals, frayed at the edges, I see that this is all we've ever really had.

It’s an unfinished thought, I suppose. I don't have all the answers for why the world keeps spinning the way it does, or why so much of the season feels like a frantic attempt to cover up a hole in our chests. But when the lights dim, I know that the manger isn't a prop. It’s an arrival. And that has to be enough to get me through to the next sunrise.