KJ-52 - My Very Last Song Lyrics
Lyrics
And they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song
Cause they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song very last song it's my very last song
I be in the lab like an overworked chemist
I be in my bag like Kroger store spinach
Prayin mama doesn't hear my dope verse spittin
Cuz she only lemme rap when my homework is finished
Listen, Holy Father bless her
Imma keep shining cuz I'm always under pressure
Yessir
The proposition bout my opposition
Position is if you wishin to see em then you can find em on the stretcher
Ugh
He can kinda rap for a churchgoer
But I don't know what he saying 'less the words show up
On the screen maybe I might like it if the verse slow up
But First Imma first Imma first Imma first Imma
I'm picking apart a beat I got the surgical precision
And I'm stickin up all the people with no burner got the scripture
On my waistline
I don't like to waste time
Devil in my DM plus he hit me on the FaceTime
Sent a text that I'm busy don't be hittin me back
I left the demons in the past like a history class
So tell Poetics Imma run it if he send me a track
And tell KJ to bring me on his victory lap
It's Alcott
And they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song
Cause they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song very last song it's my very last song
OG no bling but the glow clean
No team no beam but my soul free
No trouble keep the kicks and the nose clean
Bubble when I double time now Joel flowsteen
Flow clean all day
Jonah Sorrentino that's a long name
Fifty two man that's the wrong name
Had to play a role when I go on the long game
Went the wrong way made it messy
Like seeing me eating in a white tee
With a 9 piece of thigh grease and white cheese
Low key but when I rhyme its a hype beast
Came in nine three got the white streaks
In my hair so it pair with the white sneaks
Plus I'm bowing on down to the right knee
Cause I'm married to the game and she wifey
I speak right speech
Plus I'm carrying the flame you can find me
Getting buried in the brain cuz I write deep
All I need is the mic and the right beat
And they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song
Cause they only really miss you when you're dead or you're gone
So I write every line like the very last song very last song it's my very last song
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My Very Last Song (feat. Alcott)
Meaning & Inspiration
Released on January 10, 2020, as part of his album *Victory Lap*, KJ-52’s “My Very Last Song” delivers a profound and urgent message that resonates deeply with the Christian walk. This track serves not merely as a piece of music, but as a stirring manifesto, challenging us to approach every moment, every endeavor, with the gravity and intentionality of it being our final one. The central premise, powerfully declared throughout the song, highlights a human paradox: true appreciation often only emerges in absence. For the believer, this isn’t a cynical observation, but a potent call to make every effort count for the Kingdom now, recognizing the preciousness of the present opportunity, much like Paul's exhortation in Ephesians 5:16 to "make the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil."
The featured artist, Alcott, opens the track with a vibrant display of dedication and spiritual conviction. His lines about being an "overworked chemist" and "in my bag like Kroger store spinach" paint a vivid picture of tireless commitment to his craft, a diligence that mirrors the biblical call to work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men (Colossians 3:23). He speaks of shining under pressure, a beautiful echo of Philippians 2:15, where believers are encouraged to "shine like stars in the universe" amidst a crooked and depraved generation. Alcott then boldly confronts opposition, not with physical threats, but by declaring spiritual triumph through Christ, a stance rooted in our spiritual warfare against principalities and powers, not flesh and blood (Ephesians 6:12). His powerful imagery of using "scripture on my waistline" instead of a weapon underscores the Word of God as his primary tool, the "sword of the Spirit" that is alive and sharper than any double-edged sword (Hebrews 4:12). He masterfully depicts resisting temptation, casting out demonic influences from his life, illustrating the power of resisting the devil so he will flee (James 4:7). Alcott’s verse establishes a foundation of unwavering faith, hard work, and reliance on God’s Word to navigate challenges and pursue purpose.
KJ-52 then steps in, bringing his seasoned perspective and authentic voice to the narrative. He speaks of having "no bling but the glow clean," an expression of internal, spiritual radiance that far surpasses outward adornment, reflecting Matthew 5:16’s command to let our light shine before others. His declaration of a "soul free" beautifully encapsulates the liberating truth found in Galatians 5:1, where Christ has set us free from the bondage of sin. KJ-52 candidly reflects on his journey, acknowledging past missteps, stating he "went the wrong way made it messy." This vulnerability is a testament to the humbling reality of Romans 3:23, that "all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God," and it makes his message even more relatable. Yet, despite any imperfections, his commitment to his calling remains steadfast. He articulates being "married to the game and she wifey," a poetic way of describing his deep, lifelong dedication to his ministry and the message he carries, akin to Paul's singular focus on running the race to win the prize (1 Corinthians 9:24-27). He emphasizes speaking "right speech" and "carrying the flame," highlighting the importance of truthful communication and passionately sharing the Gospel, a fire within that cannot be quenched (Jeremiah 20:9). His profound commitment to writing deeply, getting "buried in the brain," shows his dedication to biblical study and thoughtful expression, aiming for substance and eternal impact rather than fleeting trends.
Ultimately, "My Very Last Song" is a profound encouragement to live with spiritual urgency. Both artists convey that every word, every effort, every action should be poured out with the intensity of it being our final offering. It’s a powerful reminder to steward our talents and time for God’s glory, not waiting for a crisis or a departure to truly invest ourselves. This song prompts us to ask: If this were my very last song, my very last opportunity, how would I live? How would I speak? How would I create? It challenges us to embrace a purposeful existence, leaving a legacy not born of worldly applause, but of faithful obedience and passionate devotion to the One who gave us breath and creativity. KJ-52 and Alcott don't just tell a story; they embody a truth that compels us to embrace our callings with unparalleled zeal, making every moment count for the eternal.