Katy Nichole - Hold On Lyrics

Album: Jesus Changed My Life
Released: 24 Feb 2023
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Lyrics

Smoke clouds All around Couldn’t see your face Darkness consumed me Stuck in the bitterness

But I know there’s a light That’s waiting up ahead So, I’ll stay in the fight And look to the one who said

Hold on just a little bit longer I know it’s gonna be okay These days are gonna make you stronger You’ll find purpose in the pain Hold on just a little bit longer Deep down there’s a well of faith Let hope arise as you’re lifting up my name And just hold on, hold on, hold on

Your promise It still stands It’s chasing after me The rainbow Through storm clouds Is how I’m gonna see

That there is a light That’s waiting up ahead So I’ll stay in the fight And look to the one who said

Just wait til you see what’s at the end of the road A new life is ready to unfold

Hold on just a little bit longer I know it’s gonna be okay These days are gonna make you stronger You’ll find purpose in the pain Hold on just a little bit longer Deep down there’s a well of faith Let hope arise as you’re lifting up my name And just hold on, hold on, hold on

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Katy Nichole - "Hold On" (Official Music Video)

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Meaning & Inspiration

Katy Nichole writes about the grit of waiting, but there is one line that keeps snagging on my mind: "You’ll find purpose in the pain."

We hear this phrase so often in church circles that it’s easy to let it wash over us like static. It’s the kind of thing we say to a friend in the ICU or to someone staring at a foreclosure notice. But if you stop and pick at it, the sentence is actually a bit volatile. It implies that the agony—the specific, visceral experience of losing something or someone—is merely a raw material. Like a sculptor looking at a slab of marble, we are told that the suffering is just the means to an end.

But does pain have purpose? Or is the purpose something we paste onto the pain after the fact so we can survive the night?

When I look at this lyric, I think of Romans 8:28, the old standby about God working all things for good. We treat it like a promise that the pain is inherently productive, but that’s not what the text says. It says God is at work in it. There is a distinction. The pain itself is a wrecking ball. It doesn't build; it tears down. If we mistake the wreckage for the building, we end up romanticizing suffering, which is a dangerous trap.

Nichole’s lyric sits right on that razor’s edge. If the pain is the teacher, then we are perpetually in the classroom of the broken. Is that what we want? The "well of faith" she mentions later in the song is perhaps a more honest way to look at it. A well isn't built by the rain; a well is what you dig to find water when the surface is arid and dead. You don't find the well because the ground is cracked; you find it because you had to go deeper than you ever intended to survive the drought.

There’s a tension here that Nichole doesn't quite resolve, and honestly, I appreciate that. She’s suggesting that "holding on" is the action that reveals the purpose. It’s not that the pain is inherently meaningful, but that our refusal to let go of the "One who said" allows a different quality of life to grow out of the soil of our hardship.

I’m left wondering: if I stop looking for the purpose, if I stop trying to turn my misery into a lesson, can I still trust the Light waiting up ahead? Maybe the purpose isn't found in the pain at all. Maybe the purpose is simply the fact that we stayed attached to the vine while the pruning shears were out. It’s a messy, uncomfortable thought, but it feels more human than the tidy version we usually sell. You don’t need to love the pain to survive it. You just need to keep looking at the One who isn't intimidated by the smoke.

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