Hollyn - Play Me When You're Sad Lyrics

I long for connection Been wanting it badly Constant redirection Makes friends hard to keep But it's a holy request So I always say, "yes"

Afraid to over explain Why my life keeps on changing My melodies are my language I'm not sure how to tell you I need help when I need it

If you've been in my life at At any point I'm glad you were around I'm glad you were around

Are you proud of me? I've been wondering If you've kept an eye on me Are you proud of me? Can you tell that I've been trying?

My healing's been cutting As sharp as a knife Then sweetness like honey Cleanses me inside I feel like a new New woman

I just wish that you could Understand my pain My sorrow in life I know my name Means nothing to me in the lights I've been thinking "Maybe I should give it all up."

Are you proud of me? I've been wondering If you've kept an eye on me Are you proud of me? Can't you tell I've been trying?

I'd do it all again I wouldn't change a thing I'd lay it all down I give You my own name I'd do it all again I wouldn't change a thing Sacrificing this Has been the greatest change In me

I needed to know what it'd feel like To lose a grip on my own life Everything falls by the way side

I think I'm starting to understand Why nothing I had went to plan I think I'm starting to wrap my head around it I think that You would understand

I would've burned it all down God, I don't think I'd have made it out Even with my doubts

Oh I'm so proud of me I gave up everything I bet it all on Peace I forged my own identity God, I know You're proud of me

I realize You're my dream I give You everything Doesn't matter what people see Even if it's just for me and You I know You're proud of me I feel it when I sing I see You in my dreams God, I know You're proud of me