Avalon - Hide My Soul Lyrics
Lyrics
Here I am with nothing left to say
How can I even speak?
All my dreams
Life scattered like ashes beneath my feet
Can you see the pain behind the smiles
The tears run down my face
Will the sun ever shine on me again?
Where can I hide, oh, oh?
Where can I hide, oh, oh?
Where can I hide, oh, oh?
I will hide my soul in Jesus
I will rest my heart in Him
When the storms of life rush over me
I will not let them in
There will be no pain in heaven
But for now and until then
I will hide my soul in Jesus
Now I know there's nothing I can do
Nothing that I can say
You alone are the anchor of my soul
Don't let me slip away
Can you see all the pain behind my smile
The tears run down my face?
Will the sun ever shine on me again?
Where can I hide, oh, where can I hide, where can I hide?
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Hide My Soul
Meaning & Inspiration
Released on January 1, 1999, as part of their album *In a Different Light*, Avalon’s "Hide My Soul" emerges not just as a song but as a profound spiritual declaration, a musical journey through the depths of human despair to the steadfast anchor of divine solace. It speaks to the universal experience of brokenness, when life’s unexpected trials leave one feeling exposed and vulnerable, searching for a place of safety. The narrative opens with an unvarnished confession of overwhelming pain and loss, a moment where words fail and the foundations of one's world seem to crumble, leaving dreams scattered like ashes and a heart burdened with unspoken suffering beneath a forced smile. This initial lament, echoing the cries found in ancient psalms, paints a vivid picture of a soul teetering on the brink, desperately seeking refuge from the relentless storms of existence.
The song’s core message begins to crystallize with the repeated, almost desperate, query: "Where can I hide?" This isn't merely a physical search for shelter but a profound spiritual longing for protection when the spirit is weary and hope seems dim. The answer arrives not as a whisper but as a powerful declaration of faith: "I will hide my soul in Jesus." This is the pivotal turning point, transforming a cry of distress into a statement of unwavering trust. It grounds the human experience of feeling utterly helpless in the divine promise of refuge, a truth celebrated in Scripture where God is often depicted as our fortress and high tower. Psalm 91:1-2 assures us, "Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, 'He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.'" The song extends this concept, affirming that not only will one's soul find sanctuary, but the heart too will find rest in Him, a beautiful echo of Jesus' invitation in Matthew 11:28, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
As the narrative progresses, "Hide My Soul" acknowledges the harsh reality of ongoing tribulations, stating, "When the storms of life rush over me, I will not let them in." This isn't a naive dismissal of pain, but a declaration of spiritual resilience, a commitment to guard one's inner peace by anchoring it firmly in Christ. Like the wise builder whose house withstands the flood because it is founded on solid rock, the believer, through faith, finds an unshakeable foundation even when the world rages. The song then provides a profound future hope, reminding us that "There will be no pain in heaven, but for now and until then..." This perspective aligns with the heavenly vision in Revelation 21:4, where God "will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." This hope allows for endurance in the present, knowing ultimate relief awaits.
The bridge reinforces the theme of human inadequacy and divine sufficiency, acknowledging, "Now I know there's nothing I can do, nothing that I can say." This humility is not defeat but liberation, freeing the individual from the impossible task of saving themselves and instead turning fully to the One who can. It emphasizes the absolute necessity of Christ as the "anchor of my soul," a powerful image drawn from Hebrews 6:19, which describes hope as "an anchor for the soul, firm and secure." This anchor ensures stability and prevents drifting away amidst life’s unpredictable currents. "Don't let me slip away" is a prayer of dependency, recognizing that perseverance is not solely a human effort but a divine sustaining grace. "Hide My Soul" ultimately serves as an anthem of profound reliance on God, a comforting reminder that even in our deepest pain and utter helplessness, there is a secure, loving refuge available in Jesus Christ, a message designed to uplift and encourage every seeking heart.