Lyrics
I thought that time could heal the brokenness inside me
But I didn′t think that I'd become this numb
I became fine with looking in from the outside (outside)
Fine with just being fine for so long
Finally, after all the times I tried
I found relief when I stopped trying to hide
′Cause it's getting cold behind this phone
And I wanna touch and feel and hold
So finally, I'm gonna live inside real life
If I′m digging up the mess I′ve buried over time
Will I be okay with all the feelings I find?
I never saw myself strong enough to say this
I don't wanna feel everything, but I wanna feel something
Finally, after all the times I tried (all the times I tried)
I found relief when I stopped trying to hide
′Cause it's getting cold behind this phone
And I wanna touch and feel and hold
So finally, I′m gonna live inside real life, oh
I don't wanna numb this anymore
I don′t wanna numb it anymore
I don't wanna numb this anymore
I don't wanna numb it anymore
I don′t wanna numb this anymore
I don′t wanna numb it anymore
I don't wanna numb it anymore
Finally, after all the times I tried
I found relief when I stopped trying to hide
′Cause it's getting cold behind this phone
And I wanna touch and feel and hold
So finally, I′m gonna live inside real life